The Disciple's Burden and Experience

As I read through John 6 tonight, I am struck by how Jesus assigns the disciples the task of caring for the 5,000 who were fed with the fish and loaves of bread. The disciples had to organize the crowd, ensuring that 5,000 people were seated, and then gather the leftover food so that nothing was wasted. Imagine a small group of men managing such a massive crowd. Can you fathom the burden, the effort, and the potential frustration involved in handling such a significant event? This scenario is strikingly similar to how most churches function, where a few dedicated individuals serve the needs of many.


After the event, Jesus retreats to a mountain alone for solitude and prayer. Meanwhile, the disciples embark on a boat to cross to the other side of the sea. As night falls, Jesus comes to them, walking on water—a moment of profound wonder and reassurance.

The significance of these two moments, meticulously recorded by John, lies in the duality of the disciples' experience. They are entrusted with the heavy burden of service, organizing and feeding the multitude. This task likely demanded immense physical effort, patience, and resilience. Yet, this same group of disciples is also privileged to witness the private, awe-inspiring glory of Christ's miracles. Through their diligent service, they draw closer to Jesus, experiencing His divine power in a deeply personal way.

These events illustrate a powerful truth: those who labor in faith often carry significant burdens, but they are also granted moments of profound spiritual intimacy and revelation. The disciples' journey—from the practical, exhausting work of feeding the masses to the miraculous encounter of Jesus walking on water—mirrors the journey of many believers. In serving others, they find themselves drawn nearer to the heart of Christ, experiencing the miraculous in the midst of the mundane.